I (& my supporters on TEAMNANNY) are choosing to keep wearing our LIVESTRONG
clothing and gear because of what "LIVESTRONG" means to
me, my family & friends who needed HOPE in the place of FEAR. We thrived on that HOPE & INSPIRATION that
LIVESTRONG gave. We take HOPE & ATTITUDE into those operating rooms,
chemotherapy rooms and radiation labs and the darkest corners of our fears when
a cancer diagnosis comes and treatments are endured. We stay STRONG for
our friends and families who lose it with FEAR of losing US. Trust me
when I say you have to “experience it to get it”! It is
a DAILY reminder to ME (and 28 million people like me) that I have SURVIVED,
but at a very high cost. I NEED to STAY STRONG & keep fighting every
day of my life as I am dealing with the collateral damage of cancer treatments.
The odds of me surviving my cancer prognosis were less than 5%. I
had a late stage mixed cancer. The fight was hard. Treatment plan
was surgery (ahem, emergency overnight surgery), chemotherapy and weeks of radiation
and brachytherapy. While my cancer is in
remission (We HOPE) the collateral damage is almost unbearable. When my
radiation treatments ended years of remission from Lupus also ended. Now I have that battle to contend with
again. Catch 22. Lupus drugs can
cause cancer, cancer treatments exasperate Lupus. Radiation & chemo
side effects are making my life a daily challenge. Basically living in
this body is hell on a bad day and difficult on a good day.
While I am very grateful to Lance Armstrong for starting the LIVESTRONG
foundation to HELP cancer survivors and provide HOPE with other survivor
stories, and for all his efforts in raising money for survivors, and the HOPE
he provided through LIVESTRONG’s team that is available to you anytime, anyday,
for FREE, combined with the inspiration
of his own strength in fighting his own cancer battle, his “before I had cancer
I just lived, now I LIVESTRONG” quote, a quote I wear proudly on my prosthetic,
because he inspired me. That inspiration
will stay with me forever. Shit happens. He should not have lied. I am not going
to discuss with anyone my feelings on his use of performance enhancing drugs. I
don’t even know the facts! His lying
disappointed me, and I am saddened, but I sensed that he had lied when he
stepped down from the foundation and his name was removed last fall. That
is his burden to bear. I am sure the
media will have a field day with taking him down. I wish him love of family and friends &
strength on this very difficult part of his life's journey.
MY burden is my body that continues to attack me. The very kind
& caring people working at the LIVESTRONG foundation & the 28
million survivors are the army that will continue to offer help and support to
all cancer survivors and anybody affected by cancer who needs it. Team
Nanny is not wearing Armstrong- we are wearing LIVESTRONG. The
benefits of being supported by the LIVESTRONG organization far outweighs any
negativity the media can throw our way.
WE SURVIVED CANCER, WE CAN SURVIVE the MEDIA.! SHIT HAPPENS!
A few years ago my grandson Isaac took our yellow bracelets and joined
our arms together and he declared us to be a team. Every time he sees me
he checks to see if I still have mine on. I do. I always will.
He alone at the age of six raised over $1,100.00 for cancer research
walking around Parc Jean Drapeau in his underwear
raising awareness for cancers "below" the belt. I don’t think he has
ever understood cancer, and that it could have taken his Nanny from him. I think he just knew then he was helping
people with his Nanny, and now he knows that “LIVESTRONG” clothing is very
special to me, so it by default becomes important to him because he loves
me. After all, he is the “captain” of
the team! Isaac means the world to me, all the
grandchildren do. My grandchildren (both born into the family from our
daughters and the ones we adopted out of love) have watched me fight through
some of the toughest days of my life. They complete the team with my
husband, our children and "extended" family and friends. They
are my never ending love and support and they are pure joy, the best medicine I
have. Now I have so many reasons to live STRONG.
I have lost some internal body parts and both my legs, so I *may* never
ride a bike or run a marathon to be a "LIVESTRONG team leader",
which was on my "bucket list", but I will strive to be a source of
strength and inspiration to all those who need a light in the darkness. I
will lead by example, inspire those who are afraid or feel hopeless. I
will give HOPE when all seems hopeless. I will challenge every person
without hope to find their inspiration.
I challenge them to not give up. I
am Nanny. I am very proud of my team! We are Team Nanny. I
am strong, WE are strong. Team Nanny + LIVESTRONG = my survival
kit. No matter what happens...... I will
always remember to LIVESTRONG, because I owe it to myself and to my team. Because we are worth it. Are you living STRONG?
For more inspiration find Team Nanny on facebook:
and @teamnanny on twitter!
*Love* & *Light*
Kath
"Never live a life less than you are capable of"
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